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[23 Feb 2008|11:14am] |
blah blah blah.
went back and read through some old entries and man, was I a pretentious, attention-whoring, annoying, stupid, immature little girl.
seriously, some of those are just painful.
so I'm not really going to update this anymore. this will just be a community lurking-type journal.
over and out.
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[01 Sep 2007|07:25am] |
I'm just getting tired of the same old shit from my friends.
As if being told you're annoying wasn't bad... As if being told you're annoying wasn't bad... As if being told you're annoying wasn't bad... As if being told that you smell or that you're retarded because you don't do things according to their bitch-ass standards wasn't bad..
I just don't know. I'm pretty convinced people wouldn't have been half as retarded--EVEN WHEN THEY WERE STONED--and always pointing their fucking finger at someone else just because they're incapable of dealing with their own responsibilities.
Anyshit. Where was I before I got into this whole deal with America sucking.
OH yes. The persecution complex. Yeah.
This persecution complex leads into a lot of fun.
Left me feeling more depressed than usual though. It's like... that initial high I had after we placed first sputtered to a halt after about two minutes, and then I had to keep myself from breaking down on the bus back. Hence, didn't go out to eat with the rest of the team, instead, called my mom to pick me up from Stevenson and bawled in my room.
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Alright, so were the Deerfield people assholes today or what? This one guy from my chamber--so yeah, he was really confused because he doesn't remember what it's like being a teenager. I think he's starting to guess that I need professional help.
And I think I agree.
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[01 Sep 2007|07:25am] |
A hot guy just showed up on my doorstep.
Too bad he only wanted sponsors for his trip to France. Not like we can really afford to anyway, but...
He was riding a scooter. =DD
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[01 Apr 2007|05:18pm] |
haha, I'm such a liar. But seriously, nothing exciting's been happening. School's okay, except I'm only pulling a C+ in math, so I definitely have to pull that up in the next two weeks. Spring break was pretty uneventful too - went to DC the first 4 days, then stayed home, did some shopping, and vowed to start working out.
So let's see. Right now I'm anywhere between 125-130, so... I'm going to try and drop 10-15 lbs by the start of the summer. That gives me two months, 8 weeks.
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[07 Jan 2007|08:29pm] |
since I recently started a lot of things over in my life, I think it would be fair to pick this up again as well.
I'll do my best to update often.
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[16 Dec 2005|05:16pm] |
When the fuck did people develope these annoying persecution complexes?
Like seriously, you can't say or think anything without Joe Shit opening his mouth to tell you just how fucking OFFENDED he is by your opinion. You know, like his opinion that he finds you to be the scum of the Earth because you're not "politcally correct" doesn't offend you or anything--the fact of the matter is, though, is that I choose to be a fucking man about it and not twist my panties in a fucking knot up my crotch and whine about it.
It's a really annoying trait that the American public has developed as of late. We've all turned into big, blubbering vagina folk, and it's only starting to get repulsive as it starts to reflect in our children, the media, or any public facinity where this kind of spineless bullshit is permitted. It's like no wonder every country on Earth fucking hates us; I feel the same damned way.
We're given such a bullshit advantage on things it's ridiculous. Our society has turned into this bass-ackwards dumbfuck fest of retardation, you couldn't even tell there was an ounce of decency in our country.
You can't fend for yourself or your opinion because shithead Mcgee has his lawyer sucking on the underside of his balls, just waiting to slap you down with a lawsuit for violating his right to be a pussy. But OH, he's allowed to act like a smug, pompus prick at any and all given opporitunities because HEY. HE KNOWS THE LAW. HE KNOWS WHAT HE CAN DO, and he'll be damned if he's going to be shown-up for being better than you!
This isn't a new complaint or anything, as this same subject of annoyance has been swirling around the world for centuries, but, I hate how everything revolves around money. I really do. Everybody is here to make a buck ASAP through any means possible--and for what? Just so they can live the life of "luxury", and have butlers scrape their asses because they're too lazy to work a dimes worth and do it themselves? What the fuck is up with people, honestly?
LAWSUIT LAWSUIT LAWSUIT is the way people are going about it too, now, which makes this whole money situation even worse. People are RETARDED for money. From scams, to cons, to whatever fathomable bullshit possible, some fucking cocksucker will find some way to screw some actual HARD WORKING CITIZEN out of their HARD EARNED MONEY; all for playing fucking dumb, too, like their retarded parents didn't bother to teach them common sense.
I hate hearing on the news about people who sue big multi-million corperations because they're too fucking lazy to, you know, maybe apply for a job there and actually make millions themselves or someshit. "DUMBFUCK MCSHITHEAD DECLARED HE WAS SUING MCDONALDS BECAUSE HE CLAIMS THEIR PIPING HOT FRENCH FRIES WERE SO HOT THAT THEY BURNED HIS TONGUE OFF" yeah, well guess what. You fucking deserved it for being a retard and shoving that shit in your mouth in the first place. What, did you think french fries were served ice cold? Were you incapable of feeling through the package just how HOT the fries were? FUck you, asshole, I hate these people so fucking much it's ridiculous.
I don't even care if the companies they're suing make millions in a week and could easilly compensate their losses--the fact of the matter is, dumbasses like Dumbfuck Mcshithead are going into courts, filing these INANE cases and are actually FUCKING WINNING THE LAWSUIT. That is just BULLSHIT right there. Like seriously, what is up with the legal system lately? Why are judges not basing their judgement on COMMON FUCKING SENSE, which EVERYONE has?
Everyone knows you're supposed to look both ways before you cross the street, right? So why should misses Bitch be granted leincy on this case just because she decided to be a fucking tool one day and jay walk WITHOUT LOOKING BOTH WAYS ACROSS THE STREET? Granted, accidents are prone to happen, but really. Is it worth suing people blind over ACCIDENTS? With common sense comes common DECENCY. Learn to fucking forgive and forget, okay? It doesn't always have to be about MONEY.
It's really sickening, you know, to see just how greedy America has become when compared to era's like.. What. The 1970's, which really wasn't all that long ago. Maybe I don't have any right to speak on that era, because I wasn't alive back then, but I don't know. I'm pretty convinced people wouldn't have been half as retarded--EVEN WHEN THEY WERE STONED--and always pointing their fucking finger at someone else just because they're incapable of dealing with their own responsibilities.
Anyshit. Where was I before I got into this whole deal with America sucking.
OH yes. The persecution complex. Yeah.
This persecution complex leads into a lot of what I was saying above about the whole lawyer, thing. Everybody has to have their fucking lawyer around just incase someone decides to violate their right to--uh, do what exactly?
Look, people are prone to not liking other people, okay. We're retardedly territorial that way. But guess the fuck what. There's no sense in being a gigantic dipshit about it and turning into a whiney crybaby just because someone doesn't agree with you, or, DOESN'T FUCKING LIKE YOU, for that matter. Hell, if I had a lawyer present for every person who disagreed with me or didn't like me, a lot of you fuckers would be bone-dry and up to your ass in debt because I sued you blind.
Why the hell is it that people seem so incapable of fending for themselves these days? Nobody wants to have an opinion on anything because some dumbass is BOUND to get offended by it. Nobody can punch Dickface McGee because he'd have your ass in court and your money drained out of your pockets faster than your blow shattered his jaw for calling you a dumb cunt. Nobody can talk back to Snarky Fucking Bitch with a shitty attitude, because SHE WILL PUT YOU IN COURT FOR SLANDER, ARRGH.
Just the fact that people are so hypocritical and SO SPINELESS, it's so annerving. Nobody can have their say that isn't pre-approved by society because people will find some retarded reason to be offended by it.
It's like, LOOK DUMBASSES. There's a reason why we were all born with different bodies, different minds, and are capable of individual thought; BECAUSE LIFE WOULD BE UNINTERESTING WITHOUT VARIETY.
I just wish people would get it through their selectively thick skulls that making life a complicated fucking mess of dumbassery isn't worth half the bullshit that must be gone through. I wish everyone would stop being so sue-happy and try taking some responsibility and quit being so lazy. I wish people would stop being so scared to have an opinion, and you know, HAVE AN OPINION instead of worrying about what some fucker with his lawyer attached to his dick thinks.
Because guess what. Nobody fucking cares what he thinks.
argjhljakla the end.
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[13 Dec 2005|10:26pm] |
This place is getting pretty dull, and I made the shift to myspace a while ago, so... if you want to find me there, reply to this and I'll give you a link.
Besides - my friends there are far more awesome than /you/.
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[27 Nov 2005|04:54pm] |
Ugh. I hate writing con research on a bill that asks for "more research in...", because... how do you prove that we're not supposed to research something? All the arguments such as "it's too dangerous right now" can just be shot down with "if we put more research into this, as this bill suggests, it will get safer in the future".
The only thing I can think of would be to say "this is not necessary/not enough money as it is", but... I still need three contentions.
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[25 Nov 2005|09:33pm] |
HARRY POTTER 4 IS AN AWFUL, AWFUL MOVIE.
I cannot believe I wasted two and a half hours of my life on that crap. The only two parts of the movie I actually enjoyed were Cedric Diggory and Voldemort.
Seriously. That Voldemort? What a hottie. REOWR.
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| I think I'm long overdue on an incoherent rant. |
[08 Nov 2005|06:52pm] |
Fuck Sex and the City.
It's shows like this that piss me off and make me hate women as a whole. It especially pisses me off when girls (feminsits) take this shit seriously, or, relate shitty "sitcoms" like this to their own life.
You know, the kind of woman who finds her sense of liberation by being a dumb bitch and flaunting her femininity (or lack thereof) by acting superior to "the fellow man" because she believes she has some kind of deep, spiritual connection to everything because she can pay $50 a week via paycheck from her "career" (being a receptionist at the gynecologists office) so she can sit through a fucking yoga class without farting, then sleep with countless men because she believes its her "womanly right" because "men have been doing it for years!" WHICH is fucking condradictory--it's like listen bitch, I don't care if you like sleeping with 40+ guys in a week, but if you're going to use the "men have been doing it" excuse what the fuck makes you think you're not a slut, men who sleep with 40+ women are whores too.
ALSO, men bashing is fucking weak and sounds retarded coming out of women, which is why I hate these self-liberating feminist women even more. It's like they make these jokes as if they're trying to be lighthearted about being oppressed or whatever, but you can tell dumbbitch Mcgee is super pissed about it because she gets all pissy when someone (ie, people like me) bring up the fact that shes totally being lame and then she goes on some tangent about how patriarchy or mysognist or whatever the fuck our society is because she likes to run her mouth about everything and never shut up
FUCKING
I HATE SEX AND THE CITY. AND THE LIFETIME CHANNEL.
AND WOMEN.
>=0
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[07 Nov 2005|07:15pm] |
Not to sound like a selfish prick or anything, but is there a reason why nobody is commenting in my journal at all?
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Seriously?
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[05 Nov 2005|09:14pm] |
I forgot today was my birthday. ;_;
So when I went down for breakfast before heading off to debate, and saw my mom standing there with a present, I just stared at her blankly for a good minute or two.
Annnd... We placed second. Pretty disappointing, since this was a home tournament, and Deerfield beat us out by like... 8 points, but... meh.
More details later.
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[03 Nov 2005|10:00pm] |
What can I say? I'm bored.
Anyway, I forgot how much fun baking is. I made blueberry muffins and chocolate chocolate chip cookies for debate tonight, and will be making more muffins tomorrow. Possibly a cake, as well.
Anndd... Bauhaus is on Wednesday; I still need to find what I'm going to wear.
I was going to say something else, but I totally forgot. So you just wasted 15 seconds of your life reading this.
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[03 Nov 2005|08:21pm] |
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Shall we dance?
On a bright cloud of music shall we fly?
Shall we dance? Shall we dance?
Shall we then say "Goodnight" and mean goodbye?
Or perchance when the last little star has left the sky?
Shall we still be together with our arms about each other
And shall you be my new romance?
On the clear understanding that
this kind of thing can happen,
Shall we dance? Shall we dance? Shall we dance?
Yes we shall.
And...we shall sing.
And we shall...piano the night away.
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[30 Oct 2005|04:21pm] |
So I just nearly sliced off my finger with a serrated knife.
I was freaking out at first, cause there was a lot of blood everywhere--it was all over my hand and lower arm--then having calmed down, I wanted to take a photo, it being Halloween and all, but my dad made me wipe it all off before I could do anything.
It was so freaking cool though! =D
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[25 Oct 2005|05:18pm] |
... About Seinfeld. Or, they're all Seinfeld based, somehow.
Like the other night, I had a dream that panned out like a Seinfeld episode, right? That fat bald guy that I hate, and the crazy neighbor of Jerry's (I don't watch the show enough to know all of the characters <<) were in it, and.. It was just... The most batshit dream I've had, ever.
See, the fat bald guy had visited this clinic that wanted to change his voice, and he started arguing with them that he liked his voice, that he didn't want to change it, etc. You know, Seinfeld-esq scripted bullshit.
And the other guy, the neighbor, was scheming or something stupid like that about making some new kind of drink called "Alligator Juice"--it was really just orange juice that an alligator had basked in for a while >>;; He had the alligator in a toilet, which was filled with orange juice.. And.. That's where he got his juice from.
That was pretty much the whole dream there, but tonight, I had another Seinfeld related dream.
It wasn't as retarded as my last one, but it did have that neighbor guy in it.
See...We were at my aunts house (me, some people I didn't know, and that guy) discussing something, and I vaguely remember the occassion being sad because I think somebody was leaving, and I didn't want them to. I think it was my dad but I can't remember.
Then, out of nowhere, that guy shows up, and he's got this NEWW and CREATIVE invention, thing; it was a deck of UNO cards that he had written over with swear words to apparently make the game more fun >>;;
But, the game wasn't really like UNO, either. It was like.. Dares written on cards, but the deck/face of the cards looked like Uno cards.
I don't know, it was messed up. I remember laughing a lot at that part of the dream, because the cards had the most random things to do on them. If I remember right, mine said something like "See how many times you can say FUCK THIS SHIT, or, I FUCKED YOUR MOM," etc to someone with a straight face, and I just busted up laughing right there.
Don't remember much of the dream after that.. Except taking multiple showers with people that I don't remember >>;;
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Anyways.
No more Seinfeld for me. I'm sticking to watching Will and Grace before I head to FOX and watch old episodes of the Simpsons.
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[24 Oct 2005|09:26pm] |
Finally "woke up" last night, and realized that the only one making my life a shithole is me.
SO!
That shit ends.. Ended, today. While I may not be having success in the whole "social" department, my efforts could, can, and will be channeled toward my passion.
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Music, assholes.
In anycase.. It feels good to acknowledge these things, stuff that I thought I had shoved in the backshelves of my brain. I feel motivated. I feel more.. "Alive", I guess. It's hard to describe, but I know it's a good feeling.
EDIT:
-tumbleweeds roll by-
My comment box is so empty... just like my friendslist.
That's it. You guys, start whoring me out to all your LJ-friends. NOW. DO IT.
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[24 Oct 2005|05:10pm] |
So if you were at the debate meeting today, you probably saw/heard me talk about blueberry jam, ferrets, and the UN in front of 50 people.
And if you weren't/didn't--
You missed a fun time. =D
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[21 Oct 2005|09:40pm] |
Okay, okay. I know this is going to be a really vague entry, but please don't all jump on my ass about it, because I really don't want to elaborate. So you're just going to have to make do with what I post here.
He has the most adorable laugh. I love it. It's absolutely gorgeous. So... happy. =)
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